ok, so lately my schedule has been inconsistent (to say the least). i feel like i am overcommitted, and yet i’m not doing anything.  at least nothing significant.  i’m not in school at the moment. i’ll start back in january, but until then i have things i should work on, but never seem to have the time.  even when i think that i am making the time something comes up and i am pulled to something else.  i just started working at barnes and noble cafe.  i love making coffee.  the smell makes me smile.  i might actually be able to pay some bills this month and not ask daddy for too much money.  i realize it is something to get me from where i am to where i am going, but it is hard to just accept that this is where i am right now.  i still get to do some freelance work for a dear friend that takes pity on me and sends me work.  i really appreciate her for that.  i’m also almost a substitute teacher (gotta get the last of my paperwork in).  i don’t know where my day goes sometimes, but it is obvious that i have little or no control over my day and i don’t like that.  i need to get a handle on this before i’ve lose track of my life…

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